1st words to you

Dear, my love.

erm yeah, if you don't want me anymore, you can just walk away.
don't find me, don't try to know whether I'm alright
just go, just go and don't look back.
because it's much hurts me when you looking me
go go go.

when you go, there's no more to turn it back to normal
like I said, no more cares on me to you then what else we waiting for
to continue of what
what ours future we want for
pretending there's a love between me and you?

anyhow you said love me, but no changes made by you,
what else I can say lombee
just go go go my dear love
I don't have priority to stop you from fallin love with other girls
besides, I'm truly happy you get what you want
so go on. save your life from being together with girls that you do not loved.

I don't see any picture of us getting happy like before.
probably now, I just waiting, hoping for someone can make me forget you
the guy will love me. just love me the way I are now.

everyone don't satisfied with what they wanted
satisfaction no limits.
human being just like that
they want erm something beautiful to their eyes

no issues anymore with you
I hope you happy
I can barely say
erm that's it.
bye.

loved,
Chacha

I am very tired now

There are two things make me tired thinking of people who are make me down. Not supportive me. What the hell I have to think what they said... What's your problem Chacha? I have no idea. Normally, people will stand a problem with their friends. Actually, betweens you are not okay with them or they are not okay with you. Sometimes, it just happening in we're unexpected. Seems, I know I'm a 3rd from 4siblings.. facts, I will consider just like a girl in the middle. I am the type that will love to hear a lot of people's problem than I don't have time to take care of my problem. I am the type that will quiet a lot while people around me easy to quipped me for than I am okay for a few times but then when it's so over, I hurts inside. Just like 'Chacha nih sombong" 'Chacha ni gila ke' 'Chacha ni bodoh lah' 'Chacha ni, taklah..bukan macam tu lah' . Pretending that  I am alright but I am not. Well frankly speaking, how perfect you are? I'm sorry to say it. It is true right? You are saying without thinking what others feels. Okay oh my..I'm sorry, Oh maybe my fault because I am not perfect. Hell yes ! I kindly thinks to be perfect for you my friends. What am I doing is so wrong to you, I will slowly change. But can you courage me to be a good to your sight. Maybe also I am too sensitive, so courage me not may think like that.

WELL NO FRIENDS NO WORLD.

Other thing, the person will make me down.. the boyfriend. Yapp..yapp.. what else right, the 'tut' em.. people were saying special boyfriend or 'Pakwe'. Ahahaha so stupid. How could you, how could you do this to me. Said that this will happening when two coupled are possibly are not Okay. Oh no, some of you have been em fraudulently ! So here I am,saying that this guy stab me while I at Kuala Lumpur were currently studying bachelor at some college ever didn't know he could do this!! I didn't know this happening. Well there's not too much to mad about, but it's been a few times he do stupid things. Oh konon nye, chatting with friends. Well it is Okay again but you are not just like chatting with friends. It mostly I see like you are flirting lah ! Euwww what awesome things you do. I still want you. YES. I still want you because after all we've been together, I not even thinking other guy. Only you. Unless, there are no more chance to us being together if I see you not change anything. Ruined our relations so easy just a second but to build it hard just  a few years.

NO LIES JUST LOVE.

Wished the next day will be a great day :]

That's all from me,

Chacha 

So kiss me ♥

SWING SWING... definately love it ♥ !

Walaupun lagu ni sudah lama, tapi lirik dan melodi lagu ni buat Chacha suka.
So tak kesah lah lagu lama ka lagu baru ka.. asalkan Best ! zasssSSS . . .

yum ah layan sebentar ya :]

by Sixpence none the richer (1999) - kiss me

I'm a girl ! I'm not like you!

A man didn't remember how much they said 'sorry'.

they just said it..not mean it.

A girl, she's remember what you wear, what you eat, what you love to do..

because she love you, that's why she knows you right..?

girl  : first time we met, you wearing stupid

        blue shirts and blue jeans that's I hate..

boy : you remember what I wearing?

girl  : I remember everything, boy.

boy : see, this is a little game that women play. 

        They know the guy don't remember things, 

        so she decide to say significance little fact like

        wearing stupid blue shirts and blue jeans and

        I don't remember the possibilities that you said before.

girl  : you wearing stupid blue shirts and 

        blue jeans that's I hate that's the point here.

boy : I don't understand girl, why you always

        comments and why you sensitive?

girl  : I always sensitive because you always with

        your job and looking other womens.

boy : and you are always complaining !.

girl  : so it's all my fault? maybe I wanted to much. 

        but i'm in love with you boy. you never want to talk.

boy : why women want to talk everything out? 

        can you be like guy keep everything inside and let's hurts.

IDIOTS ! IDIOTS ! IDIOTS !

can a guy love she like she love that guy?

sona tu solo,
bye.

GudMorning !

Alah..not bad lah, tidur lewat tapi bangun awal hihihi. Bangun2.. rasa pening kepala. Hm tengok roomate kemas barang nak balik kampung. Chacha rasa takde mood nak balik kampung, dah tu.. tak sukalah balik kampung dalam keadaan yang ada masalah tak happy.. Apa masalah ni Chacha? adalah.... 

Salam.Cium pipi dah gan kawan. "Bye Bye...take care.." Roomate dah balik. Duk dalam bilik, buka fb..online..tapi tak buat apa. Takde komen pape. Pandang je fb tu.. Dah kenapa? hihihi. Tengok profile picture sendiri, godek godek.. Hmm Boringlah. Nak msg di hp, siapa nak msg Chacha? Almost every weekend, Chacha sunyi. Takde siapa pun yang Chacha boleh msg. Untunglah kalau ada pakwe memahami perasaan Chacha boring nih. Untunglah kalau ada pakwe bleh hangout gan Chacha. Untunglah kalau ada pakwe tak lupa Chacha. Tulah, yang terbaik sangat untung ada kawan. That's why..kawan tu menyeronokkan. Diorang boleh bercakap.. dengar apa kita nak kata nak share.. Pakwe, kau ada? Buuuu...

Tapi sekarang, Chacha tak beruntung sebab roomate semua takda.. dah balik kampung ahahahaha :( sedih ouh.. Chacha malam ni nak balik, tiket Sani Ekspress Pukul10mlm. Lambat lagi.. Okaylah, Chacha dah tahu kerja apa boleh Chacha buat sekarang. Basuh baju...Lepas tu tidolah ! :)
Okay ! GudMorning !